Hate to say dis, but m tired, frustrated, irritated coz of
rejection... i hate it...!!!
I badly badly wanted to get in DAT FIRM.. Its been my dream ever since i registered for BMM... n i hate giving up.. i have given 3 interveiws so far... de need xperience... goshh... how can one decide widout giving a fair chance, gimme a chance to prove it...n later if its not good.. den i will walk away... but are de so blind to see my urge???????? my dedication, devotion n determination to put in my 1000%????
I feel like punching
each one,, aarrgghghhhhh... one day I am going to do somtin so gr8 n huge dat
de all will regret it...!! cry cry cry... I jus cant express how bad i
feel..!!! Mum Says its impossible to get in, she is so very adamant dat i shud
complete one year with dis agency m working wid( but i don feel like, u knw its
like m not meant for dis place.. people are gr8, but den somthin r jus not
meant to be)...
I feel I am a hypochondriac. I
can deny it by elaborating all the issues and symptoms I deal with. Or I can be
in denial about my issues by getting a certificate for hypochondria. I don't
know which one is better. I do know that some days are hard. And I think if
someone diagnoses some kind of a cancer in me, I will be relieved, not
distressed... aarrgghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..!!!!
May be mn jus over reacting, but m very
mush worthy, i know it, i can do it, so much better den anybody else... may be
i jus have to be a lil pateint, may be m too lil to get in der, may be m jus a
gr8 entertainer for the almighty n he still loves watchin me strugglin,
panting, climbing, running, may be he know i can do it, BRING IT ON.. mein
chodne wali nahi hu, I will continue fighting n chasing things i deserve n
things i want, n I am gonna make it so difficult for u to turn me down, aap bhi
kya yaad rakhoge!!!
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